Two more soon to be mummies :-)
I cooked , it helps , i feel productive and nurturing feeding my family good stuff .
At the end of the day before the night terrors set in i can remember i have so much to be greatful for and no reason to be depressed . Im a positive person and i will get better . I have to give myself time , look after myself and capture every moment . I have to remember that in the morning . :-)